In the dirty sense, neh?
I had brought this up to my roommate one day to prove my sexual prowess! I am quite proud of it but it's wasn't a random person - it was someone very dear to me. Today though, I realized they wouldn't count it because that person is a female. "It's not sex," they tell me and I can't begin to explain how much they break my heart. I wonder if they could ever understand how much that hurts me.
In my heart of hearts I believe sex is sacred - a beautiful act to be enjoyed. There are many ways to have sex or to simply restate, there is not one way to have sex. I guess, many of you would find it confusing. What counts as sex? Answer: intercourse. Right? Penetration? That's what they tell me. You can only have real sex with a guy. Because he has a penis. What do those words really mean to me? That my time with someone I love, if happens to be a girl, is just "masturbating" to put it so vulgarly. It angers me. Why do my heterosexual friends get to decide that? One of them even told me that oral sex doesn't count or hand-jobs. They all fall under the umbrella, into the box of, sex. Just not the traditional sense. I suppose a better way would be to say sexual acts.
I wasn't sure how to speak against them. I'm tired of them trying to tell me I've not had sex. In my mind, I've already christened my apartment (though I am sure countless people have before me). For me, it's a love thing. Something that requires of a lot of input of emotions and intense trust. I have had lots of sex, happily, with one person for a long time. And before I get off-topic, I'm going to end on this wandering thought: why can't girls have sex with girls?
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