20 March 2014

Know Your Life's Purpose

I really do enjoy TED talks and the insights they can provide.  Regardless of how I may feel about the information being presented, it gives me something new to add to my perspective and positively change.  On a night while I was splurging on some videos I came across Adam Leipzig's talk on "How to find out your life's purpose in five minutes".  Instantly attractive - in light of recent events it struck a chord with me. 

I have dropped out of college after two and a half years.  My reasons:  I felt like I was wasting my time, my major didn't mean much of anything to me, I was depressed all the time, I wanted to do something more meaningful with my life.  Now, I think going to college can be a wonderful thing but it is not something that works for me at this point in my life.  And so before I spent any more money, I stopped.  This frightens me still because of my mother - she is convinced I can't have any life unless I get a college degree.  She wants me to make a lot of money, to have a good job and be self-sustaining and although I find that these goals have merit and value college is not the only path.  I have friends who are nervous for me.  One tells me he has lost some respect for me and the only way I can get it back is by going back to school back into biology.  Another tells me that even if I can teach myself art I should still use the resources at a school.  I can understand their nervousness for it is a lot like how I can remember my mother's worries - they all feel that I can achieve so much and it looks like I am not doing anything.

So, now that you have that background there's this video I mentioned earlier.  About knowing your life's purpose.  That really struck a chord with me.  And when I took the steps, I realized I want to show people love.  Attention.

Who are you?  T.....
What do I love to do? Draw and love
Who do I do it for?  Myself + family
What do they want and need?  Love and affection
How do they change as a result?  Happy

To view the video, here it is!

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